So it looks like it's gonna take a bit longer to write chapter four of anger in waiting than i thought. I had my schedule all planned out for keeping up on it and then my time was kinda taken off that path and thrown down a path of termoil (not sure if that's right). A lot has happened lately and unfortunately it's all kind of put me in a depressed state that i'm trying to pull myself out of. i mean my grandmother was hospitalized, we lost our power for 10 hours, my friend just told me that he almost decided to kill himself, the pastor of my church has been hospitalized twice, and a bunch more. i know i said i would get everything on a timely basis and i'm sorry i can't now i mean writing is usualy a way for me to let go of all my feelings but i've been so down lately even that doesn't seem to help. i mean i always feel like i have so much time to do the things i need to do and then something happens and i can't get anything done, but i have been trying out different home remedies to help me feel less depressed so hopefully i will be able to grab hold of myself and shake some sense into me so that i won't be so depressed anymore.